BUON ANNO!! Happy New Year in Italian.
I have to say that this was my best new years yet…! Hanging out with people from Greece…ok I stand to be corrected, but Greek guys are so much hotter than Italian guys!! And with *Calimocho from Spain, and Spumante to Pop for the new years….but sadly nobody to lock lips with like I expected….anywho…I can’t even get sad about that…it was awesome…from being kicked out from a club cuz we sneaked Calimocho in….and these drunk italians who insisted to take pix of us…I loved every minute of it. And there was this drunk Irish Dj who looked like John Lennon, the girls had a picture of him just because they thought that he’d risen up from the dead…hahaha 😀
But today, I just felt I should write because I need to, and I feel like 2011 is going to be one of those random ones….not a shit like 2010. Random in a nice way. I can’t wait to go back home. I want to see who is left, I want to see what I can do with myself, I want to show myself what I learned from this 6months here. But I’m happy that I get to learn about people with this experience. . .
Normally I write resolutions based on my expectations….but I’m thinking should just not limit myself too much. I was a bit stressed when I sat down to write them because I don’t where I’ll be in 8months….so I think I will take a day at a time. If i wake up at 2 in the morning and I want donuts, I will wake up and go get them, I won’t start the argument about carbs and all that shit…i will just fucking do it. I will not plan about what I will be doing in 8months…I will live out the present instead..because I also realised as long as I sit and plan about what I will do when I go back home, I don’t concentrate on what I should be doing now.
I thank God that I am alive right now, that I am here, and that i lived through all the things that I thought would kill me. I want to improve on our relationship..thats my paramount resolution. Fuck everything else!!
*The broken arrow will be mended*
*Calimocho – A mixture of red wine and Coke from Spain*